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Saturday, April 14, 2007

woahs , i really really learn ALOT today .
and when i say ALOT , i mean super duper that kind .
lols , if you understand larr .

hais , was late for today's service larr ..
repented alrdy ! (:
i really wanna change in this area ; that when i promised is what time ,
i will reach at what time . if not i'll be breaking my promise alrdy ):
GROWTH AREA ! xDD

service touched mie ALOT .
its abt forsaking our fears ..
telling us like why fear when God is the leader of our life ?
if we know that he's in control and he wonte harm us , then why fear ?!
and also , God spoke to mie that
if we fear when we know He is in control ;
we're actually not only doubting Him and His abilities ,
but we're also being proud ,
thinking we can do much better job
by taking things in our own hands etc .

then was shepherd's meet .
woah! i tell ya , i was reminded of alot of things i forgotten alrdy .
traits and roles of a shepherd ~
hahahaha , i really donte know how to describe my feeling .
its like , i learnt so much that its too long for mie to type all out larr .
understandable ? LOLL xDD

but three main thing ,
being a friend to my sheeps ..
not only call them to inform abt shepherdings ; cg etc .
but crap , chat , or simply ask how was their day .
if you arent a friend to them ,
then how are they able to share deep with you ?
and you yourself must share with them also ,
so they'll slowly open up to you .. (:

and , !LOVE!
if you really love your sheep then
you wouldnt mind going the extra miles for them !
also , rmb that your sheep is your answered prayer .
you asked God for sheep , when that sheep comes, DONTE COMPLAIN!
cause in the first place , you the one who asked for he/her .

last , blameless life .
blameless life -- living up fully to what we know .
do according to what you preach .
donte just tell it to your pple then you yourself nvr do it .
let your pple see God through you .
whatever you expect your ppl to do , you do it first !
be careful of how you potray God's image ,
be it to believers or non-believers .
they're watching your life . your life is like an aquarium .

LASTLY , the very first time i attended CLM (:
it was just ..... WONDERFUL beyond words . seriously seriously .
not of it's fun or what , but the things i learnt were just so much .
NEW things , NEW convictions , NEW passion .. everything !
esp this -- I MUST KEEP MY LIFE PURE .
not perfect , but doing what i know to my very best .
be BRUTALLY honest with myself .
not giving myself excuses or '' reasons '' .
JIAWANN , YOU NEED TO BE HARSH ON YOURSELF !

and also , i need to FOCUS .
its not that you need to accomplish everything ,
but accomplish what is really impoatant . (:
-- widen your vision ; narrow your focus .

* i'm in this ministry cause i wanna glorify God !
* focus of the next week --
build word-centered friendships in the caregroup ;
look out for potential shepherds ;
[ who i need to train , what i can train them ? ]
walk right with God ~! { this is the MOST impt }

AMEN ! hahahahaha ,
you all know that WOG is spiritual food right ?
i think today i ate ALOT larhh . BLOATED . hahahahahaha !!
but i was sososososoooo REFRESHED .
i must make it a point to be like that everyday !
not only in meetings or shepherdings .. (:
okay lerr , stop here .
cause if not then i'll go on and on wans .. hahahah.
go prepare teaching alrdy , BYE ! and nights . x33s



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
12:21 AM




Wednesday, April 11, 2007

school was boring ,
nothing much happened ..
but i'm starting to like chemistry eh ;P
the lab experiments only larr , LOL .

after school was dance ):
relunctant to go at first , still went anyway ..
if i miss it again , out i shall go .. x(
hais , i was even so tired that when it was break time ;
i leaned on the wall and fell asleep lorr .
think i need train up my stamina also , abit abit tired alrdy ..
BAD NEWS -- dance practices everyday until syf !
mondays * 2.45 to 7.00 pm
wednesdays ; fridays * 2.3o to 7.00 pm
tuesdays ; thursdays * 2.oo to 4.oo pm
HECTIC rights ?
not to forget abt studies , projects , shepherdings , caregroups etc
omg , how am i gonna survive larr ?
nvm , shall just trust in God (: he has his plans for mie (:


the only good thing abt today is --
going 马城 to eat SEAFOOD . tons of it . hahahahah !
shiok larr , it has been a long long time
since i last stuffed mself with so much food lorr .
xDD feeling so bloated even up till now . lols ..
and i enjoyed spending time with my family like that ;
even if it's just sitting down and chatting , mie being the clown ..
LOL . i donte mind larr , seriously . (:

countdown to syf [ 14 more days ! ]
pray for my well being that i wonte fall sick :(



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
10:38 PM




Tuesday, April 10, 2007

was feeling very vexed and stressed this week ..
i think alort of pple know lar , i told them wans . LOL.
wanna thank God for a few pple ..

Dewen ; for praying for mie (:
i think he's a great leader who can relate to his pple very well larr .
and he's very observant too ! like a friend cum leader to mie .
donte think he's very free also ,
but he always take the time to chat with his pple etc .. (:
THANKS ! xDDD

Zhenkai ; for chatting and encouraging mie (:
hahahah , he's one brother who craps alot with mie larr .
very encouraging and observant too .
always when i got problems tell him then he'll like ,
identify with mie and then encourage mie with verses in the bible ..
LOL , but we can only communicate on msn . weird uhs ? hahah .
anw ; THANKS ! ;DDDD

also wanna thank God for speaking to mie (:
what i learnt for the past few days --

; if God give 24 hours in a day,
that means there MUST be enough time for you to do
what is needed for you to do that day . as God doesn't make mistakes !

; if there's '' not enough '' time for you to complete God's ministry ,
MAKE time for him ! God before everything else ,
so that means -- his work before your LEISURE . (:

apart from that ,
i really enjoyed today's caregroup larr ~! ;DD
though alot pple nvr come , abt 6 ..
but the atmosphere was really high and FUN .
hahahah , what ting said was right larr .
your excitement needs to be higher ;
so your cg member's excitement will also be like you .
wooohooos ~ iLOVE -- WEST B FOUR !
ooops , and WEST B FIVE -- peiying . LOLS . xDD
oh BTW , Jiahui cooks NICE maggie ! [ for her to see ] xD

tmr got dance ):
arghs , syf's coming in 15 days !!
God bless that i can organise my time well ! (:
and that i wonte compromise his work . AMEN .
nights to all x33s



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
12:26 AM




Monday, April 09, 2007

shrughs ..
nvr go school today ..
sian lorr , i'm lagging behind alrdy ):
past few days was in rtc .
waste my time going to sch lar .
whole day stay in there , might as well donte go sch .

lols , post abt yst bahrs . (:
went lot1 to shepherd jinxiu and weixian ..
they were so HILARIOUS can ..
making laugh the whole time till i got stitches ..
but that was dragging the process of finishing the teaching ;
even until 3+ also cannot finish lor , so continue next time (:
then choonhan came and we went south view bball court there .

i went home awhile then went down agains ..
it was raining before that so the floor was quite wet
so i just sat at the shelter there ..
talk , chat , fool arnd , cam-whored etc .
xiaojun came after awhile and they wanna go hm alrdy .
sian larr . then i wanted to eat so just followed them to lot ..
on the way , i jumped/hopped to mingyee and my hp SLIPPED !
sobx .. then it was spoilt lar .. ( but now okay alrdy ! xD )

then was just left with mie , sathya and xiaojun .
the others went back alrdy ..
we went kfc and xiaojun ate alone . hahah .
i sat beside him ( which was a GREAT mistake ) .
i was like looking the other way then he'll take out my hair clips ,
pull out my '' rubberband '' ? lols .
was really making mie feel irritated . { at that point of time larr }
went arcade , and home after that . (:

fyi , my mood wasnt very '' okay '' from the beggining alrdy .
it wasnt cause of what happened to my hp . (:
and till i went home , it was still the same larr .

then i went online and blog-hopping .
lols , when i saw sathya's blog i was like sooo ....
donte know how to describe .
he uses words so generously , i donte think i am at all lar .
can go see if you want { http://sathyawillstayon.blogspot.com }
LOL ! he's a great ; caring ; observant ; humourous bro larr .
really really , i just saying the truth also . hahaha .

stomach's growling for food now ,,
really so hungry .. lols .
thats all i think , bye ! (:



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
2:08 PM




Sunday, April 08, 2007

TAGBOARD UP! (:



shall blog tmr ,
keep watch of it !
nights peoples . x33s



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
12:13 AM




Sunday, March 11, 2007

REVIVAL OF BLOG .

(: people keep telling mie to blog and put back my tagboard ..
so here i am . back to blog !

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin''.
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!

i think this passage can clear ppl's mindset of thinking that
Christians are those who claims to be '' holy '' and '' perfect '' .
NO . we're not okays .
instead , we know we cant live on ourselves ,'
and have asked Jesus to come and be our guide .
so that by he , we can be pure and clean inside .
we've done wrong , too . we got problems , too .
we're just like any other humans , except that we have one extra God .

to forgive us when we done anything wrong ,
to encourage us when we're down .
to spurr us on when we cant carry on ,
to help us when we've got no more strength .
to listen when we've got so many things to say and complain ,
to give advice when we need .
to guide and lead us to the best place .

Sounds great isnt it ? well , its true .
i've experienced him , and you can too . if you want (:



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
6:28 PM




Sunday, December 24, 2006

long awaited , photos taken in camp ! (:
{selected pictures only } enjoy . xD



mingyee , jiahui , mie (:



mingyee , mie , tingting (:



gina & mie (:



my CAREGROUP ! mismatch xD



BULL ! hahah . xD



NW cheerleading team ! <33s



Far North-West ! my unit (:



my unit AGAINs . hahah <33s



NORTHWEST ! we rock xP



changed ; Far North-West A ! <-loves .



ilovethem . myBELOVEDcaregroup .



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
12:22 AM





MERRY CHRISTMAS (:


Jesus is the reason ,
for this very season .
{ my very first christmas with Jesus }
celebrating . happy happy (:
that all for now ; towards 30 ! (:



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
12:22 AM